Doesn't have a point of view
12.28.2005
opossum
I went to Target to Christmas shop. I saw an appealing stuffed oppossom. I picked it up.
It turned out to be a dog toy, but it was covered in some white, wet stuff. Ick. I like to hope that some little kid stuck it in their mouth, but I am nervous after seeing "the squid and the whale." Either way, I was more grossed out than I should have been. After that I went to the library to wash my hands and fall into a warm aisle of words. This also made me nervous because of "the squid and the whale." You should see the movie to see what I'm talking about it. Don't worry, it's worth it.
ice cream
I gave blood last week. I like giving blood. I was sad that the masonic lodge was so empty.
I get some weird rush from the about-to-faint feeling combined with the nervousness.
Today I compared this experience to being depressed. Sometimes I enjoy hating myself although I am hating myself. It reminds me of why I used to love the Smashing Pumpkins so much. In other words, angry music is better when you feel angry.
I told Lillian today that I love it when Xi hates me, in a non-serious way. I will soon be ice skating in Rockafeller Center and although he is on a Europop tour, he will hate me.
I am sleepy. This is the best I can do.
12.27.2005
home
This is the beginning of the obligatory post about being home. So, yes. I am here, back in the SG valley as I have been since the 21st of december.
For this reason, we have lots of catching up to do, my dear blogger friend.
If you don't see more, it is because my night was consumed in packing for new york city which is where I am heading tomorrow.
Please let me return with 1 box of explodopop, a pickle in my stomach, and a smile on my face. Aw, sappy sap.
12.03.2005
12.01.2005
boo yea
snow!
Eric's internet music thing of the week is pretty awesome.
Alex won't be at the show this Sunday. :(
